A Woman Awakens...

Something inside me stirred, it had been a long and arduous road…
experiencing the calm, the drive, the dark, the light, the pain, the love, the sadness and the peace…

And like a bolt of thunder and strike of lightning, I brought myself to this moment, and knew with all my being…
I was the dance, the union and coming together of the two extremes…

In each moment I could choose to celebrate, to cooperate and playfully create a life so longed for…
something inside me stirred, the energies had found each other and wonder exploded…

I AM both the inner and outer, the inspiration and creator, the nurturer and builder…
Will you join me in your new awakened state to follow your dreams, create your desires and live together in a peaceful and loving earth.. right here…NOW…

©Barbara Franken… Inspiring New Energy Consciousness… 

Choosing LOVE over FEAR... NOW

Tom and I spent some good old 'me time' and 'time-out' Dec 2012, we had a really great time together... celebrating life... and each other... and it overflowed into early January when we went further south to explore a town called Benalmadena...

I also celebrated a couple of dates... December 12th and December 21st 2012, two dates that i've looked forward to for a long time... I gathered with friends from SpiritualMurcia.com to celebrate our continued intention and vision of a peaceful, harmonious and joyful world... We all had a great time together and look forward to more people and groups joining us for our 4 quarterly get togethers... The next one is on the spring equinox 21st March in Bol Nuevo... Hosted by Marie who teaches yoga...

In fact I've looked forward to 2012 for as long as I can remember... for 2 reasons... because I would be celebrating my 1/2 century birthdate and living very consciously in this last year of a long cycle... remembering through all my earthly experiences WHO I AM, releasing everything that no longer served me and celebrating new beginning, a completely new cycle of unity, love, cooperation, peace, harmony...  2012 is not about the end of our world as everyone fears...  but because a long cycle was ending... a long cycle of duality of right and wrong, good and bad, love and fear... 

Celebrations were abundant in Britian this year with the Queens Jubilee and the home Olympics & Paralympics... which brought so much hope and joy to millions around the whole world...  This added to the overall 'happening' from a lot of 'us lightworkers' for focusing on the intention and vision of change... we want NO MORE of the control, power, greed and fear... we want to live in unity, peace, harmony, love and cooperation... with each other...  I AM being the CHANGE... inspiring myself and others... Are YOU?

I thought it appropriate to add here one of my last notes on my travels around Benalmedena...  It is what prompted me to write my heading... Choosing LOVE over FEAR... NOW...

Today (January 10th, 2013) I awoke with the feeling that it was time for me and everyone to choose, it was now or never...  Normally I say it's never too late, there is always an opportunity to change, a new cycle comes around again to help us... but this morning and looking back on todays events I instinctively knew that from now on I had to pay close attention to being present, being in the now moment,  following my intuition and LOVE... instead of FEAR... (following a positive flow by being at peace, trusting myself and choosing what is good for me and for the good of all in every moment, depending on how I felt)...  Today was the last day of the old moon and from tomorrow the new moon would position itself to show a sliver of its new self on Saturday 12th January...

Since December 21st 2012, ( a date that millions of light workers & our guides, aspects etc... around the globe, have been gathering with the same intention and vision of co creating a new earth... a peaceful, harmonious and joyful place, here on Mother Earth... to live in cooperation and love together)...  we 'humans' and Mother Earth had entered a completely new cycle and new dimension... and this last lunar cycle of 'our old ways' (of our 3Dimensional & Dualistic World) has been helping us to finally cleanse, release and heal all our yesterdays...

Today I knew this was a final warning... it was time to move on, new ways, living from the heart, from love, from YOU... otherwise... the spiral tips down and very quickly... when you choose FEAR and allow doubt, mistrust, failure to rule life, you choose an unhappy ending for yourself... YOUR CHOICE is YOUR DESTINY... 

The lion that you imagine will come and eat you up or be your best friend... what do you choose?

It was our golfing day today, we were celebrating our 14 1/2 year wedding anniversary (we thought it was 12 1/2 which we celebrate in Holland, but later checked the dates... whoops...) and I had a business deal going on back home...   Telephones rang, golf players in front so, so slow, my mind was all over the place,  my golf ball too...  and Tom wasn't much better...   I wasn't relaxed and felt very floaty, not belonging...  We both had a terrible score...  Later after a short break at the hotel we took ourselves off to the marina for our Anniversary Dinner... Everything was a disaster from visiting a lovely shop that was closed, our first drink, meal and getting our bill...

I'm not one to go into too much detail or point the finger in blame at negative things... so you won't find any of my negative experiences in restaurants on my blog... as I take responsibility for my thoughts, my actions and my life and everybody who comes into it...  I know instinctively that we are responsible for everything that comes and happens in our life... maybe not always on a conscious level, but definitely on our subconscious level...

Today was showing me what can happen if we don't focus on the present moment, trust and follow our intuitions...  Choosing LOVE over FEAR...  Now it was time to sleep and YES we will return to the restaurant and have a great experience... which i'll write about next time we visit and report in my travelling blog... http://newenergyconsciousnesstravel.blogspot.com.es

To help remind me what happiness is... I am posting my quote that I was recently inspired to write...  Enjoy...

Welcome Easter 2012... Welcome New Earth...

Calmness, serenity, turquoise, blue, clear, relaxed, breathing deeply, calmly... allowing everything to be as it is, not getting into any outside disturbance, drama, just observing feelings and seeing all old patterns, allowing them to rise and be released... back into a neutral state...

Welcome Full Moon... April 6th and welcome Easter 2012... Spring has indeed began, everything is opening up, being reborn... ready to begin anew... 

Tides risings, emotions surfacing, time for release, a chance for completion of old cycles, creating space and emptiness for new things... our new earth!  Can you imagine...

Peace, cooperation and love, innovative work, free energy, a roof and food for everyone, recycled materials, great new potentials driving everyone forward...

Welcome Full Moon, Easter and our New Earth... I will hold the vision... will you?

Barbara Franken... inspiring New Energy Consciousness... 

My experience of 11-11-11

An awesome day... I experienced two extremities... true harmony within and without and true chaos within and without! All in one day! After my morning run down south ocean boulevard, lauderdale-on-the-sun and swim in our communical pool...I settled down into some quiet 'me-time' and tuned into 11-11-11.
I settled into the energy, breathing it in and just feeling the energy that was about, within me and around the globe... I felt such gratefulness, presence and belonging...true harmony that made me feel so grand! I asked myself the question what 11-11-11 was all about (for me)... I felt and saw myself become illuminated, standing tall and holding hands with other people in a great circle... I understood that I had chosen this moment to show myself to the world, to share my vision of my grandness (the grandness that all humans possess... but do not necesserily show) and our NEW EARTH that we can create together...

It was all about the individual and allowing Barbara to shine, to stand up for what I felt counted... no more greed, dominance, control, deceit, judgement, cruelty, money hungering... as there is no place now for this kind of living, of being. I would not accept it any more, for and from myself and people around me. It was time now to be true to self and be an example of harmony and love... to radiate out my divine/human presence...

This is the only way the world will change when each individual awakens to the truth of their grandness, their sacredness, their sovereignity and ultimately stand together side by side (the 11-11-11... representing awakened individuals standing side by side...together)... Woow, what a great vision to have...

Around 12.12 noon Tom and myself caught the bus for downtown Ft Lauderdale,to enjoy some lunch on the beach front... before going to look for a new family car... it was a few hours later that my joyous feeling and outlook on life... hit rock bottom... It was as if I was checking whether or not I kept to my vision of radiating my grandness and not accepting bullsh.. from anyone! I won't go into so many details, but trust me I experienced spiralling into a black hole of chaos and drama! I was watching myself going into the drama, putting my foot down wildly about what I would accept from another... I deserve nothing less than kindness and support, besides it was my lesson and could deal with it myself... I retired to bed and breathed deeply hoping that the morning would bring me back into a peaceful environment... I awoke in the night having the need to write down the thoughts in my mind and repeat the words I love you Barbara, I'm sorry, Please forgive me and Thankyou! This was my way of making sure I released the chaos... afterall I didn't have the need to go into it even more...

When I awoke next morning, I could feel the peace within and that of everyone around me.

Don't get me wrong, I don't mean that it's bad to go into chaos, sometimes it's necessary to feel the energy... and discover what we truely want and allow old patterns to be released...and we must remember that it is only energy and we always have a choice whether to experience something or not!

So looking back, it was a great experience day and it has expanded my consciousness...

What about your experience of 11-11-11?

Barbara x