Choosing LOVE over FEAR... NOW

Tom and I spent some good old 'me time' and 'time-out' Dec 2012, we had a really great time together... celebrating life... and each other... and it overflowed into early January when we went further south to explore a town called Benalmadena...

I also celebrated a couple of dates... December 12th and December 21st 2012, two dates that i've looked forward to for a long time... I gathered with friends from SpiritualMurcia.com to celebrate our continued intention and vision of a peaceful, harmonious and joyful world... We all had a great time together and look forward to more people and groups joining us for our 4 quarterly get togethers... The next one is on the spring equinox 21st March in Bol Nuevo... Hosted by Marie who teaches yoga...

In fact I've looked forward to 2012 for as long as I can remember... for 2 reasons... because I would be celebrating my 1/2 century birthdate and living very consciously in this last year of a long cycle... remembering through all my earthly experiences WHO I AM, releasing everything that no longer served me and celebrating new beginning, a completely new cycle of unity, love, cooperation, peace, harmony...  2012 is not about the end of our world as everyone fears...  but because a long cycle was ending... a long cycle of duality of right and wrong, good and bad, love and fear... 

Celebrations were abundant in Britian this year with the Queens Jubilee and the home Olympics & Paralympics... which brought so much hope and joy to millions around the whole world...  This added to the overall 'happening' from a lot of 'us lightworkers' for focusing on the intention and vision of change... we want NO MORE of the control, power, greed and fear... we want to live in unity, peace, harmony, love and cooperation... with each other...  I AM being the CHANGE... inspiring myself and others... Are YOU?

I thought it appropriate to add here one of my last notes on my travels around Benalmedena...  It is what prompted me to write my heading... Choosing LOVE over FEAR... NOW...

Today (January 10th, 2013) I awoke with the feeling that it was time for me and everyone to choose, it was now or never...  Normally I say it's never too late, there is always an opportunity to change, a new cycle comes around again to help us... but this morning and looking back on todays events I instinctively knew that from now on I had to pay close attention to being present, being in the now moment,  following my intuition and LOVE... instead of FEAR... (following a positive flow by being at peace, trusting myself and choosing what is good for me and for the good of all in every moment, depending on how I felt)...  Today was the last day of the old moon and from tomorrow the new moon would position itself to show a sliver of its new self on Saturday 12th January...

Since December 21st 2012, ( a date that millions of light workers & our guides, aspects etc... around the globe, have been gathering with the same intention and vision of co creating a new earth... a peaceful, harmonious and joyful place, here on Mother Earth... to live in cooperation and love together)...  we 'humans' and Mother Earth had entered a completely new cycle and new dimension... and this last lunar cycle of 'our old ways' (of our 3Dimensional & Dualistic World) has been helping us to finally cleanse, release and heal all our yesterdays...

Today I knew this was a final warning... it was time to move on, new ways, living from the heart, from love, from YOU... otherwise... the spiral tips down and very quickly... when you choose FEAR and allow doubt, mistrust, failure to rule life, you choose an unhappy ending for yourself... YOUR CHOICE is YOUR DESTINY... 

The lion that you imagine will come and eat you up or be your best friend... what do you choose?

It was our golfing day today, we were celebrating our 14 1/2 year wedding anniversary (we thought it was 12 1/2 which we celebrate in Holland, but later checked the dates... whoops...) and I had a business deal going on back home...   Telephones rang, golf players in front so, so slow, my mind was all over the place,  my golf ball too...  and Tom wasn't much better...   I wasn't relaxed and felt very floaty, not belonging...  We both had a terrible score...  Later after a short break at the hotel we took ourselves off to the marina for our Anniversary Dinner... Everything was a disaster from visiting a lovely shop that was closed, our first drink, meal and getting our bill...

I'm not one to go into too much detail or point the finger in blame at negative things... so you won't find any of my negative experiences in restaurants on my blog... as I take responsibility for my thoughts, my actions and my life and everybody who comes into it...  I know instinctively that we are responsible for everything that comes and happens in our life... maybe not always on a conscious level, but definitely on our subconscious level...

Today was showing me what can happen if we don't focus on the present moment, trust and follow our intuitions...  Choosing LOVE over FEAR...  Now it was time to sleep and YES we will return to the restaurant and have a great experience... which i'll write about next time we visit and report in my travelling blog... http://newenergyconsciousnesstravel.blogspot.com.es

To help remind me what happiness is... I am posting my quote that I was recently inspired to write...  Enjoy...

Exploring Mijas, Fuengirola and Sacred Ground...

I got up a little earlier today and went for a run along the coast, from our hotel to the marina... I also wanted to take a look at the promenade here in Benamaldena, Paseo Maritimo... very impressive, lush in places with palms, grass and flowers, even on the beach... there are some nice restaurants (although it looks like the majority are closed for the winter season) cafes, some villas, hotels and some shops at the far end near the marina. Everyday we have noticed people cleaning the streets, pavements and beaches... it is really nice and clean... no litter, dog muck and loose dogs and cats for that matter... It is really nice to see people taking pride in their home town... or is it the council here that still have money...

Today we decided to explore Mija, a village above Fuengirola up in the mountains... we took the scenic route from Benamaldena up into the centre, where we stopped for coffee and cake... and saw the beautiful sights of the coastline and Fuengirola below... It is bigger than we expected and quite far away from the coast...  We came down another way into the town below Fuengirola and headed towards the marina... We parked up and took a short walk around the marina where we found 'hidden' from view lots of restaurants and bars open for lunch and dinner...

Walking along the harbour something I sensed made me stop and look around... and in the water I saw lots of big fish swimming about in clear water below...  we continued walking to the end and back, stopping again by the fish and decided to have lunch at this spot in the Restaurant Bella Vista... Reservation 646 048 421.   Today we were not eating too much... giving our stomachs a bit of a rest, so we just ordered a nice glass of house red wine, an egg mayonnaise and a roast beef and onion baguette... simple but delicious and just what we needed today...  

It was nice looking out on the many yachts in the harbour and people watching...  I noticed many people stopping, sometimes men and sometimes women, but only ever one of them... just stopping and looking around as if they sensed something... some of them noticed the fish before moving on...  It was nice to see the fish here... it must be clean water... but i also sensed that it was something more... I stood by the water for a moment and asked one of the fish to make a big circle in the water if what I sensed was correct... and YES not only by one big one but all her babies followed too... 

The Earth has many energy centres, vortexes.. It is a permanent connection between the cosmos and the earth (imagine a vertical column of light flowing down from the skies deep into the earth)... it is where the human can connect to their spirit and soul more easily... as the veils, the separation between the physical and spirit is most thin in these places...  All ancient churches and sacred sites were all built on these vortexes as a place for a person to understand self, spirit and soul... So back to my observation of the fishes and people sensing something... even myself... YES there are fishes here, but it is also a place where your spirit and soul sings... but are you listening...  It is an opportunity for us to awaken to something more than our physical being... and the fishes are here to help us realise this...